Surgery update...

It is very hard for me to say that I went in to the GYN for my pre-op appt. this past Tuesday, only for her to tell me that she is not willing to do the hysterectomy anymore! I have been devastated to say the least. When you have spent as much time (week after week) dealing with this 'issue' as I have, her saying that she was not willing to do the surgery anymore because it is just not medically necessary YET...there are just no words. I have spent WEEKS trying to "hang on" till this surgery...knowing that if I can just get there, I will never have to deal with this again. My wonderful mom has been up here almost 3 weeks helping me get through this time, providing much needed extra hands, etc... and now she won't do it?!? The biggest disappointment of my life, that is for sure. But how a Dr. can change her mind 5 days before surgery is beyond me! :(

In the end, she is going to keep my time slot on Monday in the OR and just do a procedure that she hopes will help. I am just hoping that it does not throw me into another 3 week tailspin!!